Anxiety

There is going to be very new technology for us someday. I got to try the holoboard today. The thing is, I couldn’t keep the goggles on. The sensory thing got to me. I am worried that I won’t be able to use anything because of that. I wrongfully thought that it wouldn’t be an issue. Intellectually I know that I need to keep them on, but the sensory anxiety was unbearable. 

Trying new things right now is hard. I want this stupid anxiety to stop. It’s keeping me from doing things I want to do. I can’t enjoy things I really should be loving. I’m in classes here that are awesome. I see everyone else having so much fun. I’m wracked with anxiety though so definitely am unable to really have fun. 

I’m totally getting disheartened. I hope my doctor can help me.