Angry

So I am finally done with school. I get that things will change. I need to figure out how to get truly educated. I got zero education in school. I want to learn material like my brother does. I am so intelligent, and it was so unfair that I learned nothing in school. 

I want to take math, science, literature and music appreciation here. I want to learn and learn, and get my diploma someday. I want to go to college. I want to have what other people who are speakers have.

I feel like we get screwed on two levels. First we get stuck with stupid dyspraxia. Then we lose out on all the things everyone else gets. It is so unfair. I usually don’t get mad…but graduating high school with a stupid certificate of completion pissed me off. I am smarter than most of the people who graduated for real. 

Someday I will manage to get my real diploma. I utterly will be like my friend, Alex. He is everyone’s idol here. Then I will finally not feel angry anymore.