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Christmas has always been my favorite holiday. My family definitely celebrates in a big way. I love everything about it, from the tree to the food to the family. I think the thing I love the most is having my brothers home. 

It is at this time of year that I reflect on my accomplishments. It can be hard because my brothers are incredibly accomplished. As I write this, my brother, Brett, is sitting to my left. He is beyond handsome, and is the best lacrosse player in the country. He is everything I wish I were. I can honestly say that he is what most men wish they were. 

I believe that my thoughts of envy are ok; despite them, I love him more than words can say. But I do wish I had as much to be proud of as he does. I am incredibly disabled. I definitely have overcome a lot to be able to write this. It was insanely difficult for me, and took years. So I should be proud of myself but…I wish I could do more.