Walled-Off No Longer

These days we are living life more fully. I get almost teary thinking about it. We went to see Judy’s psychiatrist almost 3 months ago, and he switched my medicines. I can’t believe how much better I feel. Feeling like this cannot just happen: it is the result of being on the right medicine, with the right dose. My previous doctor clearly knew I was struggling but had zero clue how to help me.

Kind of pissed about that, actually. All those years are gone, in which I was walled off from everyone because of aggression. All those years of loneliness are on his shoulders. That was walling me in all my life.  My dream of going to poetry class with Judy will soon be a reality. All this because we listened to Judy about switching doctors.

So all you guys out there who are prisoners of your uncontrollable behaviors do not give up. Ask your doctors about clozapine. I have been on a million medicines, but none helped before this. My story is not a one-off. Many of us here at Mouth to Hand have been saved by this medicine.