No Feeling Stands Alone

Having Alex degenerate these past few years caused Judy heartache that I cannot fathom. Yet one day after another, since I met her, she came into the office in good spirits. I am totally feeling the stress though, today. I guess feelings are complicated, and they are tied together in complex ways. Digging deeper, there are overlaps too, like anger and stress; happiness and love.  Grief and love can also be tied together. 


So with that in mind, that love makes things complicated because they can rapidly become powerfully intermixed. (I love that comment because it encapsulates this post’s idea perfectly.) I sense in Judy today a mixture of tension, fear, stress, anger, love, heartache and disappointment. That upset has me reeling.

To tell you the truth though, only one may certainly have me personally upset: heartache makes the whole thing tough to handle. The source of that has to leave her alone. I feel that it is personally an attack on her…and that pisses me off.

I know that my fellow nonspeakers intend to pursue this conversation this week. I feel though that the less said, the better. Feelings are weird though and maybe I’m wrong. Her thoughts get muddled to me though, so I’m not sure what is best.