Advice To Parents

Here is the update on my medicine journey.
I am taking fifty milligrams of clozapine twice a day. It is totally helping but the dose is still very low. For the first time in forever, I am feeling hopeful. I can feel the OCD starting to fade a tiny bit, and the anger too. Feeling angry feels awful to me.  That is even worse than the OCD because it makes me aggressive. When I punch people, even though I can’t help it, I feel sick inside after the anger goes away. The guilt and shame are so awful there are no words. 
I am so relieved that my parents took me to see Dr. Minhas. He is way the best psychiatrist ever. 
So advice to parents: to take your child to the  psychiatrist is not shameful. It is an act of mercy. We do not want to feel OCD and angry and aggressive. We are suffering, and when we do something aggressive or destructive, we suffer even more because we are ashamed and guilty…even though we can’t help it.
So please take advice from a nonspeaker who is on this journey. Soon my whole life will be better and happier because I won’t be suffering anymore.
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